Finding My Mexican Identity Abroad: A Journey of Rediscovery

Living abroad for nearly eight years offers a unique perspective on one’s home country, especially when that country is as vibrant and culturally rich as Mexico. My journey began in 2015 when my husband, a pilot, secured a position in Dubai, leading us to leave our familiar surroundings behind. After five years immersed in the expat life, a global pandemic brought us back to Mexico, forcing a reevaluation of not just our lives but also my sense of identity.

The Initial Departure: Leaving Mexico Behind

When we first departed for Dubai, the enormity of the change didn’t fully register. Although the city was a whirlwind of activity and opportunity, it felt disconnected from the Mexico I knew. Living in such a structured environment emphasized the cultural gaps and differences, often leaving me longing for the familiar chaos and warmth of Mexican life.

After five years, the COVID-19 pandemic compelled us to return, initially to Guadalajara, and later to Mexico City. Those two years were a time of reconnection with my roots, of rediscovering traditions, flavors, and family ties that had faded in the distance. However, while being back in Mexico felt like coming home, it paradoxically didn’t heighten my sense of Mexican identity. Instead, living abroad seemed to elevate it.

My Hidden Badge of Honor

Living in a multicultural environment like Dubai has taught me that being an ambassador for my culture isn’t just a lighthearted notion; it’s a formidable reality. My mother-in-law once remarked that as Mexicans abroad, we carry our culture like an invisible badge, representing the rich heritage of our homeland. In Dubai, where diverse nationalities intermingle, questions about my origin often arise, pulling me into discussions that invariably tie back to Mexico.

Each conversation reaffirms my identity. People share their fond memories of traveling to Mexico or express their admiration for Mexican cuisine. In contrast, back in Mexico, I rarely contemplated my nationality. It was a given beneath the surface, implicit in my every interaction. In Dubai, however, the inquiry into where I’m from serves as an ongoing reminder and instills a sense of pride—so much so that it often feels like I wear my Mexican heritage not just as identity, but also as a narrative I willingly share.

Pride Through Appreciation

The pride that bubbles to the surface when I hear someone praise Mexico is indescribable. Just the other day, while dining at a local restaurant, a Swiss man, enamored by his experiences in Mexico, engaged us in conversation. His enthusiastic remarks about our country left me swelling with pride. It’s moments like these that weave a tapestry of shared experiences, highlighting the beauty and varying facets of my homeland.

Comparatively, it’s often difficult to find similar expressions of pride among Mexicans at home. Compliments are usually tempered with critiques—of politics, governance, or social issues. In Dubai, though, the universal appreciation shines a spotlight on the positivity that can sometimes feel overshadowed back at home.

The Culinary Connection

In the diaspora, food often serves as the most profound link back to one’s roots. My long-standing love for enchiladas, particularly those lovingly prepared by my abuela, takes on new significance here in Dubai. Each bite becomes a symbolic journey, rich with nostalgia and comfort. The process of cooking these beloved dishes transcends mere sustenance, evoking a deeper sense of belonging and warmth.

My excitement magnifies when I stumble upon authentic Mexican cuisine or ingredients while grocery shopping. At one recent visit to a new supermarket, I discovered a vendor offering traditional Mexican foods. The exhilaration of interacting with fellow Mexicans while savoring our shared heritage reaffirmed my identity in ways I didn’t anticipate. The simple act of cooking, tasting, and reminiscing becomes a celebration of what it means to be Mexican, even in a foreign land.

Embracing Cultural Ambassadorship

The deeper I dive into life abroad, the more I embrace my role as a cultural ambassador. Every interaction carries the potential to reshape someone’s perception of Mexico. By sharing stories, food, and traditions, I stitch connections between cultures, fostering mutual understanding. This conscious projection of my identity helps to cultivate a positive image of what it means to be Mexican in an international framework.

Drawing from my experiences and reflecting on my past, I realize that distance has a peculiar way of sharpening one’s appreciation for home. It enables you to see the flaws and the beauty of your country in a new light. Rather than diluting my identity, being abroad has accentuated it, reinforcing the pride and passion I carry for Mexico.

So amid the global bustle, as I navigate life in Dubai, I cherish these lessons learned. I embrace my Mexican identity with renewed vigor, knowing that every moment spent abroad enriches the tapestry of my life and cultural journey.